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15 March 2008 @ 07:00 pm
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Our invitations came in! I love, love them so much! And they are for a good cause..but I don't want to tell too much about it.
in related news...not much..hah. i need to get on some wedding stuff asap. time is just going by so fast
so thats pretty much it!
 
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11 March 2008 @ 07:25 pm
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 so yesterday was pretty great - by the time i got home blaze had booked the stuff we need for alaska for the honeymoon which made me so happy. and also - two of my friends offered to take our pictures for the wedding instead of us buying one. ive been nervous about doing it but i really trust that they will do a good job. but its fan flippin tastic because it saves us $ 2400! 


eh i dont feel like typing - it was a good quickie though
 
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10 March 2008 @ 01:44 pm
this is where your weiner would be if you had one  

so i had my first panic attack last night. i was freaking out - it was so awful. blaze really comforted me though
i just got so overwhelmed with the wedding - i mean i normally get stressed out with the planning and everything but it has still been fun. but yesterday blazes grandparents gave us a pretty big wedding gift..or more just a life present or something. and then blazes parents found out that blaze and i are acutally paying more than a third of the wedding and they were planning out how they could help. i guess when it comes down to it - i am not good with recieving gifts. i really don't like relying on other people. and it got really overwhelming so i went upstairs to bed. blaze and i were watching tv and then platinum weddings came on which i love because its so funny to see people blow their money on the stupidest things ever - but then the wedding planner came on and started talking about everything she had to do i just stopped breathing. 
i just started crying and and freaking out - there was nothing i could do. blaze rubbed my back and calmed me down and it was over in about five minutes 
theres just so much to do. and i know this is normal - and i fully expect more to come. but i really hope not. 
but todays better. i feel so weird though. i know its not a big deal to panic like that - but im not normally stressed like that.

 
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08 March 2008 @ 06:25 pm
dreams! this one was awesome  
  ok so the dream is focused on juliet from lost (i wasn't in the dream..and it actually has nothing to do with lost - they weren't even ever on the island - but its just the two characters..ill get there) 
so juliet - she is a woman living in california with a secret identity. she has changed her name because this evil guy has been stalking her and trying to destroy her work ( and its BEN! from lost too! i am guessing it goes along with thursdays episode about how he owns her and no one can have her - but shes just trying to make the world a better place and whatnot..anyway here we go) her business is called "tiny people" and she seeks out people that are unwanted by society - for example there are a group of cave men that can fit inside the palm of your hand - when the dream showed juliet talking to them - she was holding them and they were sitting in these little chairs discussing a surprise birthday party for a fellow tiny caveman - it was so funny though because they all had that caveman talk and they were eating like turkey legs or something and one guy was like WE HAVE BALLOONS and then another guy starts grunting and runs over to him with a club and trys to kill him - and then another cave man is like YOU KNOW HOW SAD COCOA BE IF YOU KILL FRIEND? and then cocoa (the birthday boy) walks on her hand too and says UHH ME NOT BE THAT SAD.. haha im so weird.
so she helps them work out their problem and whatnot. there were all these people there - they werent just tiny. but she has to be really secretive when she goes out looking for them - think magneto and professor x  when they would recruit mutants. 
so shes just doing what she can to help these people and then she gets a file for a new person and she goes there to talk to him about her place and it turns out to be ben in disguise. he jumps on her when she gets there and starts strangling her and yelling at her to never leave him again 

and then i freaking woke up! 
i would have loved to see how it ended. 
ah, well
 
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28 February 2008 @ 10:53 am
see this is why i cant stay home alone  
so ive been watching whose wedding is it anyway all morning - and have you seen the commercial where its the ADA approved gum (orbit eclipse and something else) and the guy is singing? well ive seen it twice this morning - and i swear the first time i saw it the people got into the mouth formation and they were standing on the street and i was like..i guess thats a mouth that they are making and there was nothing on the street below them. they second time it came on i looked up from my computer because i was like oh hey its that commercial again - and it was at the part where they were making the mouth thing and there were white lines on the street so they looked like teeth! i swear they weren't there an hour ago when i first saw it. i mean..thats why i noticed it in the first place...because there was nothing underneath them..

im a freak. end of story. 
 
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28 February 2008 @ 09:37 am
120 Days to go  
so ive had this cold for like two weeks now and i just cant shake it. its okay during the day - but mornings and nights are terrible. my nose has a million cuts underneath its from blowing it so much. my head is fuzzy my throat hurts and i just feel like crap. im downing sudafed, theraflu, and dayquil. nothings working. and the worst part about this - is that im not calling off work because i want to still workout. but its okay - today i only work from 2-6 which is nothing and tomorrow its only 8-1. and tomorrow night blazes mom and i are going to a shoe party in greenville. im not buying anything - they have shoes for like 80% off - but the problem is that they were like $600 to begin with. but theres champagne and it might be fun. and then saturday i am going with my dad to pick out his tux, and scotty and dennis to get measured for their tuxs. and then at night its our tasting. 
i really want to go to mexico. hah but its not happening anytime soon. part of me wishes we could of had a destination wedding - but our family is just too big. its okay. there was this place in the carribean - and you could rent an island for your wedding - the island is only like 6 miles long (or maybe even less i dont remember) and everyone stays in these overwater bungalows and its beautiful. that would be amazing.

okay - back to reality. im gonna go get an english muffin
 
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26 February 2008 @ 12:54 pm
preschool life  

"i know its your birthday..but you have to keep your hands out of your pants"

 
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25 February 2008 @ 08:44 pm
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wedding junk: i picked out my bridesmaids gifts and i am really struggling not to buy it for myself as well hah. 
other life junk: i have a nasty cold that wont go away. these children are killing me. but its okay. ugh and i guess i cant get away from the wedding stuff -but hey..its my whole life right now.
so, in case you didn't know, its freaking expensive to have a wedding. i didn't really think that i had a dream wedding..but let me tell you it was really upsetting to cut out the string quartet because we don't have the extra money for it. i always thought that it would be apart of my wedding but we just had to get rid of some things. i am okay - its not like i need that. and i am constantly reminded of how many families i could support for a few months in peru for the price of one hour of a string quartet and i get this nasty pang of guilt that i just cant shake..so in the end, its probably for the best. (but still...it would have been really, really great).

eh, i kind of lost interest in typing. and im downing some theraflu.

 
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24 February 2008 @ 01:05 pm
weird  
 i just realized i have four months left with my last name
 
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23 February 2008 @ 05:10 pm
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 woah where have i been? i wish i used this more - i want to actually go back and read it one day. 
wedding planning is so much fun. i really wish i was more decisive about some things (or most things)  because it takes me forever to make a decision. but still, its really fun. we picked out the bridesmaids dresses and the tuxs for the guys.  gracie looks so flippin cute in her dress its rediculous. the tuxs we did today and only cj and becca and blazes dad were able to make it but its okay - ill get the rest of the guys next week. JOE ZITO! - we will give you a call this week and give you the low down on what to do. 
so yeah wedding junk. i live at theknot.com. its amazing! to tell you the truth..i actually signed up on that website 3 days before blaze proposed. its kind of lame but whatever. and weve finally finished our registries.. we are at target, thepamperchef.com, macys, and bed bath and beyond. 
its just crazy how much there is left to do. i am doing flowers myself - which sounds crazy but my bridesmaids said they would help so it will be fun. and i made my sisters bouquet and all of the boutonnieresfor her wedding in like 15 minutes anyway and no one knew so it should be fine. 
we are going for our tasting this saturday - we had like ten pages of food to choose from and its a five course meal so we picked two appetizers, 3 entrees, 3 desserts, cake, and wine. there will be more to the meal but this is what they are giving to us for free so we are just testing those. i am really excited though - the food sounds so so good. 
man i keep jumping from topic to topic. so to continue with that hah - i have been working out five days a week at the y (or at least i have for the past two weeks and this week it will be six times). i freaking love the elliptical. i jump on there for a half hour and then just do other little stuff. tonight i am gonna go on for an hour though because i actually have time to kill. 
okie im gonna get off. hah bye.
 
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